Let Go

I wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud in the sky and it starts to rain. My defenses hit the ground and it shatters all around, so open and expose. But I found strength in the struggle face to face with my trouble. I am broken in a million little pieces trying to understand why do I feel this way? All odds are against me. I am trying to hold on but I cannot hold on any longer. They say when you let go the very thing you love you will find it again as the bible teaches “those who try to save his life shall loose and those who loses his life for my sake shall find it.” Every tear that I cried when you broke my heart, feel down for a reason so I would not stop believing.

I would not cry no more and let you take away the only happiness that I have. For hidden beyond the sky and stars is something waiting for me. This struggle will make me who I am in the future. Sometimes life just gives us lousy situation and it is up to us to make the best out of it, “when life gives you a lemon, make lemonade!” Do not matter how my heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking and better days are in the making, for every piece that has been broken will find its place once more.