There is a time for everything under the sun, "NOW IS TIME TO HEAL"

Now that you are out of my life
the sun sun never shines the same
I feel no warmth again
only hurts and pain

The moon could no longer spell your name
and lead a light to find your star
Only regrets and shame

I am loosing you
yet I am finding me

Love was all I new when I found you
Now anger and hate is all I cry
I fought for you even down to the last try
Now I must fight to save my own life

Sometimes I think I am ready to go and fly
but when I try
I come back denied

So maybe its time to sit down and heal
before I can fly again

I thought I had a fairy tale ending
but who was I fooling
when everyone knew it was a lie
Only I truly believed

Its the baby steps we forget to take sometimes
before we begin to walk
that makes it so difficult to run

Time do heal everything
as I once heard
but it was the self reflection
that made it all better

I needed to let go
but most of all
as my friend thought me
I needed to grow

so I took the baby steps
and now I am walking
but the sun still felt the same
and that's okay
Things do not always happen the same way
twice its bound to change

and it changed me
it changes my whole life
and who I use to be

I have grown
and my experience was my greatest teacher
Now I have learned
hurt brings pain
pain brings reasoning
reasoning brings gain

Now I am thankful for the life
That I have reclaimed